Saturday, May 8, 2010

Brother Larry Comes For A Visit
&
Rocks Honolulu


Larry Speaks, Part I


Larry Speaks, Part II

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Heart of Gratitude

Good morning friends and family,
As the old purges out, there is room for the new to begin to birth.
Here are my thoughts today in this mom
ent.
I call forth a heart of gratitude to fill me up with loving thoughts.
I am the director of every cell of my body. My body is 100% cancer free. I call forth the help from all my teams and buddies on all levels who are assisting me to be a brilliant light.
I am the life and the resurrection.
I envision every cell full of brilliant light, effervescing and pumping Divine Light into my body, filling up not only my body but also expanding out into the treatment center and into the greater space of humanity.
I live in eternal joy and bliss. It is a constant choice to not allow fear to run the show. Fear is my trainer reminding me to constantly remember that there is only love. Fear is not real. There is no loss in Divine Mind.
I am so grateful to be alive and have a chance to connect to so many dear people and friends. Thank you for the Grace of being in my life, all of you. Thank you for your notes and cards from the heart.
Much love,

Wendy

P.S. Photos in the last 2 blogs are by Danny Hashimoto a very wonderful guy, great friend and photographer, guide and creator of the most scrumptious persimmon cocoa mousse you can imagine.


Feelings!!!!!!!


I am so aware as the feelings come up between Cary and I of how important it is to be real and honest about old suppressed patterns and feelings that are waiting to be expressed and cleared. It was helpful tonight for us both to be so raw and honest about how we were feeling.

At times this process of being real isn't comfortable yet I can see for us it's crucial in keeping the relationship vibrant and real.

For ourselves, transformation takes a real gumption to break through our old patterns.

On a lighter note:

Treatments are going well. Meetings with Dr. Gerber, his assistant Chad and Dr. Huynh all gave positive reports of my progress today.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Outrageous beauty

I am amazed at the power of allowing the delights of life....superb foods prepared with utmost care and love with great friends. I can feel my cells coming alive, effervescing in such happiness. The fragrance of lavender wafting in the Honolulu breeze....Come visit the Cream Pot in Waikiki and you will love the place.

Hello friends,

Wow completed almost 2 weeks of radiation and chemo!!!!! a constant reminder of accepting the moment...when I need rest...REST. Accept the effects of the steroids...my face is swollen like a moon...A reminder to love love love and appreciate what IS working in my body. Doesn't mean I always like how I feel or how my body is looking, but I accept it. Amazing how all and all, I feel great. Not in pain at all.

See the tendency to go into old patterns of feeling sorry for myself or wanting others to give me attention. A reminder to give MYSELF that attention and care.

Here's today's 3-min cooking video, made by us: Burdock Root and Mustard Cabbage. Enjoy!


Thursday, April 15, 2010

Ever wonder what my radiation treatments are like? Wonder no more - here is a 5-minute video we just made today.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Out and about in Honolulu














The ocean view from our condo.







And the mountain view.